Waiting is the hardest part

I had a PET scan Monday afternoon and I'll find out the results Wednesday morning, about 12 hours after I've written this. This is the most anxious I've been during the last 10 months because the results will tell me if I still have cancer or not. Words can't describe what it's like to wonder if you'll have to go through the same agony of treatments again. Having to wait for this news so far has been in the back of my mind for the better part of a month. Hopefully tomorrow there is much, much less to worry about